It's funny. People like to throw out a lot of old sayings and apply them to whatever situation is going on in your life. Take my life for instance. Some old fuck would listen to what I had to say and tell me, "Well, you don't appreciate what you have until it's gone." Yeah, I guess he's right.
For nearly a year I fell off the face of the earth, just floating helplessly around the galaxy thinking I would find something spectacular; something too good to be true. Then I realized that men can't just fucking mosey on through space whenever the hell they want and that I was going to suffocate and die in the most horrible way imaginable. Well, luckily for me I found my way back to Earth and, most importantly, I realized that all the spectacular aspects of life were right in front of me. How fucking stupid was I to miss that everything that I really needed was right in front of me but I fell into the same old terrible habit of man: needing to explore the unexplored.
So, since I've tortured you with vagueness long enough, I'm happy to say that I've found my friends and family again. I think a lot of me died while I was away from them and it's a relief to be able to reestablish who I really am and to uncover more of my true potential.. possibly even my destiny (lol)? Although it does bum me out to admit some of the dudes have changed (and not for the better). Or maybe people think I'm different? Well, if anyone think I'm some total stranger; a fucking asshole off the street then they can all go fuck themselves. When anyone else has the balls to try something completely new to them.. to try something that they never thought they would do in a thousand years at the risk of destroying and losing everything they hold dear then they can judge me. But since I know that booze and contraband are as far as they'll ever go, I think I'll keep the gavel on my desk and I'll keep my supporters in the jury box.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
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